<?xml version='1.0' encoding='Big5'?><rss xmlns:atom='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' version='2.0'><channel><atom:id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664</atom:id><lastBuildDate>Sat, 19 Jul 2008 15:43:12 +0000</lastBuildDate><title>A New Beginning</title><description/><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/blog.php</link><managingEditor>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</managingEditor><generator>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>275</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-8657420598561108503</guid><pubDate>Sat, 19 Jul 2008 13:55:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-19T11:43:12.141-04:00</atom:updated><title>My first curry chicken rice</title><atom:summary type='text'>
I made this myself!! but i think the potatoes can be smaller and more curry sauce next time! :)

Also featured...同場加映: Simple and Clean
</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/07/my-first-curry-chicken-rice.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-9135027455192242724</guid><pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 18:16:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-18T14:17:23.490-04:00</atom:updated><title>My latest fav song...by Madonna! WOOT!</title><atom:summary type='text'>I just woke up from a fuzzy dream 
You never would believe those things that I had seen 
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face 
You looked right through me, you were miles away 

All my dreams they fade away 
I'll never be the same 
If you could see me the way you see yourself 
I can't pretend to be someone else 

You always love me more, miles away 
I hear it in your voice, we're miles away</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/07/my-latest-fav-songby-madonna-woot.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4096181629687849551</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 04:27:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-10T00:35:03.771-04:00</atom:updated><title>work</title><atom:summary type='text'>Something triggered me to reflect on my work attitude. I admit that I have been slacking off ever since end of February. I'm not sure if it was becuz of the stress level I had or the fact that nobody is looking behind my back anymore. Maybe a little bit of both.

Anyhow, I can't let myself to slip off like this, I need to get back on tract. Back to the professionalism I had when I first started. </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/07/work.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-5977926202552923846</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:32:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-03T12:32:58.044-04:00</atom:updated><title>一步一生</title><atom:summary type='text'>沿途就算跌　要跌得好看
才能不自責　報答別人厚望
然而誰明白我　沒你們所想的堅壯
我很想找個人　對我說別怯慌

回顧中彷彿一步一生
每一級一世都難忘　如何吸引
曾碰上每個過路人　跟我漸行漸遠
懸崖上我始終都企穩

誰伴我去走一步一生
每一位一個不留神　不再熱吻
還有沒有人　令我驚險又興奮
願我能　提示我這一雙腳　別震</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/07/blog-post.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-576633292467584108</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Jun 2008 00:50:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-29T21:00:42.803-04:00</atom:updated><title>Me = lucky?!</title><atom:summary type='text'>I think I'm really disappointed in my mom...i was in the living room watching tv and she was on the phone w/ her friend. So she knew i'm there and I'm pretty sure the things she said is really what she believes in.

Apparently for me to have the job I'm working at is becuz i'm lucky. She said more than once to her friend that her younger daughter is really lucky to have a job and she's lucky </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/06/me-lucky.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-384197835883256460</guid><pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 20:22:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-21T16:27:55.109-04:00</atom:updated><title>Research...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I was doing some research regarding my upcoming trip. Just in a few hours, I already learned quit abit of my dream vacation spot.

I just made myself a bowl of noodles, as I was eating, I thought of this plan.

Starting today, I will make sure I learn something new everyday. Because the world is just so big...so many interesting things and facts are out there. I need to explore more of the world </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/06/research.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-2656539070606048051</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:08:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-16T22:23:22.447-04:00</atom:updated><title>Public Transit...</title><atom:summary type='text'>
Today is the first time I traveled with GO train. Have heard many things about the train but never tried it myself, mainly due to the high cost for the rides. 

The environment is different from TTC. I like the fact that you can view outside the window at all times. Unlike TTC is underground most of the time. The traveling time is much less than TTC, I think it is because of the fewer stops. I </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/06/public-transit.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4381812700871905327</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 08:52:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-06T04:58:53.455-04:00</atom:updated><title>last friends...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Ever since I started watching Last Friends, I'm drawn to it like the rest of the ppl who love this show. Sometimes I don't understand all the things in the show, but it is after seeing how happy and close friends can be by living together, I am seriously considering it.

I just finished watching ep 9 and this is probably the worst ending so far plus they didn't show the preview like they used to.</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/06/last-friends.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-8449660750283025025</guid><pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:50:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-02T00:08:27.206-04:00</atom:updated><title>June June June</title><atom:summary type='text'>wow time has been flying really fast, it's already mid yr of 2008...it's kinda scary...lol

Anyways, lately I've been thinking about getting a car and moving out. I think I want to move out more than getting a car. The car can wait. But I test drove cooper S and cooper last week...lol surprisingly I like the cooper S much better than the regular one...but then some of my frds said driving auto in</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/06/june-june-june.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-119763573358921646</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 00:36:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-05-20T20:37:03.379-04:00</atom:updated><title>Mini Cooper</title><atom:summary type='text'>omg i'm so excited...hahha....test driving cooper S this sat!! woot!</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/05/mini-cooper.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-2091469089201088996</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 02:39:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-05-15T22:51:35.324-04:00</atom:updated><title>Surprises!</title><atom:summary type='text'>earlier this week, I received  a postcard from a friend. I was so shocked and happy at the same time. I think this is my first time receiving postcards and I was overwhelmed with the happy feeling. It's so good to know there's someone on the other side of the world actually thinks and cares about you.

That postcard made my day and I was in a very good mood that morning. I think I would fall in </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/05/surprises.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4471212951338183885</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:33:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-04-13T08:43:56.231-04:00</atom:updated><title>Friends Today, Friends Fovever?</title><atom:summary type='text'>Last night, I went out for drinks w/ some friends and as usual we talked about things that are happening in our group of friends.

I'm really concerned about this particular friend right now, I can sense something is happening or something is changing his attitude. However, he was not willing to share whatever is troubling him. 

I used to talk a lot with him about all sorts of stuff because we </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/04/friends-today-friends-fovever.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-5349697635717780460</guid><pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 13:53:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-04-12T10:30:33.729-04:00</atom:updated><title>Busy Life</title><atom:summary type='text'>Lately, my schedule is packed with events one after another. First it is studying for my ACE exam, then I have to prepare for interviews, on top of that I also have been doing some freelance work. All of these are happening outside of my daily work schedule...haha...just the sound of it makes me want to fall asleep.

Despite the fact I have been so busy, I still found time to meet w/ my dear </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/04/busy-life.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-128444784508736663</guid><pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 03:25:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-03-21T23:45:46.196-04:00</atom:updated><title>Lost...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I don't know what happened to me, I used to know what's the right thing to do at the right time...but lately i think I've lost that ability. I tend to just say whatever is on my mind w/o "polishing" it...I don't like myself being this way, I want to go back to my old self...I wonder if it has anything to do w/ me losing the ability to feel...so I can't show/feel empathy for others...something </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/03/lost.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-7421910907805727157</guid><pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:14:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-03-02T22:41:48.985-05:00</atom:updated><title>Three movies</title><atom:summary type='text'>This weekend is a very relaxing one. First I tried tequila shot on friday w/ coworkers, then yesterday I went out to do everything I needed to. Between yesterday and today I watched three movies and one anime all together. 

1)Awake - it talks about a patient still has conscious during operation. It's like the chinese saying of "靈魂出竅" which means the soul is separated w/ the body. The patient was</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/03/three-movies.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-716839268255331250</guid><pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 16:56:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-02-23T11:59:56.621-05:00</atom:updated><title>四分一世紀</title><atom:summary type='text'>日子一天一天過去, 轉眼間我已踏進人生中的第25年。

25二字對你來說代表什麼? 或許每人也有不同的定義。在我眼中25?是人生一個里程碑, 所以有必要來一個總結。

回顧過去24的年日子, 當中有苦有樂。

從小讀書成績尚算可以, 直到大學時期才開始感受到真正的壓力, 擔心成績的好壞會直接影響到工作或未來的人生。因為移民的關係, 由小學六年級開始接受外國教育, 常常在如果我還在香港, 走的路一定截然不同。

大學畢業正式投身社會, 由於一直也有在工作的關係, 並無"重新開始"的感覺。起初事業平穩, 能夠得到上師賞識和支持, 當時真的覺得自己非常幸運。 直到最近人事變動, 部門前境不明。 令我開始焦慮不安, 第一次親身感受到辦公室政治的厲害, 前途變得明暗不定, 漸漸迷失了。

在我反覆思量後, 無論週遭事物變遷, 只要向著定下的目標前進, 應該都可以活出自己想要的人生。

生活中的碎片</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/02/blog-post.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-6650697923427357955</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2008 01:54:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-29T21:29:04.259-05:00</atom:updated><title>From heaven to hell...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Today is the first day to work without my boss. Suddenly there are so much more I need to take care of. There is no one there to protect or look over for me anymore. 

One major difference is the amount of meetings I have to go to. I had two meetings today, two more tomorrow and three more again the day after. I can't even do work anymore, it's just too overwhelming. 

On one hand I've got a </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/from-heaven-to-hell.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1756702035004813899</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 00:46:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-26T19:47:59.348-05:00</atom:updated><title>忘了你是你</title><atom:summary type='text'>Today I watched the music video of this song...suddenly...i fell in love w/ the song again...

驚了天也動了地
曾經深愛過的一個你
瞎了眼也瘋了心
曾想過從這裡跳下去

那裡來的一份勇氣
結果我還是存活下去
剪了髮　搬了家
鏡子裡還是我嗎

忘了你的眉毛　忘了你的味道
忘了一個人的舞蹈
忘了你有多高　再忘了你的好
直到我忘了我們是我們

忘了我就可以忘了你
就在這一天我試著去想起你
卻發現我眼中已經看不到你
掏空了心　也翻不出你

忘了我就可以忘了你
這世界上彷彿再沒有一個你
忽然有一滴眼淚　我吞了下去
站在這屋頂看下去
我總可以　忘了你是你　呼吸空氣

忘了你的眉毛　忘了你的味道
忘了你殺人的微笑
忘了你有多高　再忘了你的好
直到我忘了煎熬是煎熬

也許因為　忘了我是我　不再有我</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/blog-post.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-2458455950925758546</guid><pubDate>Wed, 16 Jan 2008 02:29:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-15T22:06:41.359-05:00</atom:updated><title>Shocking news...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I didn't even have time to finish my entry about working at my job for one year, and today I had to face the fact that my boss is leaving.

Everything still seems so surreal to me, when she told us about the news, my mind just gone blank. I can't believe this is happening all of a sudden.

What I feel like is, a mother suddenly left her children and will be gone for good.

I think people that are</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/shocking-news.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-3264930768948970284</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:27:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-14T16:57:25.321-05:00</atom:updated><title>One year as a junior web designer...</title><atom:summary type='text'>I'm suppose to write this entry last tuesday, but I was too lazy but here I am now.

I remember when I first started working here, I get scared for the littlest thing. I used to finish work as fast as I can and then ask for more work to do. My boss was impressed by my speed and quality. Cuz usually when you do something fast, chances are you will make some mistakes. My job is based on creativity </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/one-year-as-junior-web-designer.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4485791673710315803</guid><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2008 18:32:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-08T13:40:57.979-05:00</atom:updated><title>One year anniversary...!!</title><atom:summary type='text'>Wow...it's already January 8th, 2008...one year from my official start date of my job as a junior web designer. 

hmm...if my boss didn't give me the card and gift, i wouldn't even remember it myself. There is more I want to say abt this job but I'll save it for the next post...cuz i'm stll at work! LOL</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/one-year-anniversary.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4392242013403300369</guid><pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:28:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-04T00:15:30.888-05:00</atom:updated><title>Cathy's departure</title><atom:summary type='text'>Today we went to airport to send off a friend. The funny thing is...we all thought the flight was leaving @ 8pm..but it turns out the flight is actually leaving @ 9:45pm...LOL and so we spent 3 hrs at the airport and we had 3 hrs of fun...one of the most frequent quote in our conversation was "bu xin la"...LOL

Bye Cathy! Have fun back @ Van...but come back to visit us soon! We'll miss ya!

</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/cathys-departure.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-2644766910505312449</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 21:19:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-04T00:16:16.695-05:00</atom:updated><title>Happy 2008!</title><atom:summary type='text'>


I've never been to New York for countdown, this year I get to go with some of my best friends and spent four extremely fun and tiring days there. Our original plan was to countdown @ Times Square, but we got there late and it was wayyy to crowded to get in already. So we gave up and decided to countdown at the hotel instead.

We ordered room service for pizza and champagne, we countdown with </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2008/01/happy-2008.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-8528661778903508666</guid><pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:00:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2007-12-26T21:45:24.651-05:00</atom:updated><title>Boxing day</title><atom:summary type='text'>I feel so relaxed that this yr we are not going for boxing day shopping. I get to sleep in, saving money and do other more productive things...lol

I think maybe it's becuz of the festive season...some feelings is kinda re-surfacing...which is really weird cuz i put it in the back of my mind long time ago...but some of these days I couldn't go thru w/o thinking...I kinda miss you.

分開簡單　抹去往事極難
</atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2007/12/boxing-day.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-439054937408369139</guid><pubDate>Thu, 06 Dec 2007 14:50:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2007-12-06T10:00:16.542-05:00</atom:updated><title>Have I lost my ability to feel?</title><atom:summary type='text'>This week is the coldest week so far since winter came. When I watch the snow flakes falling to my car's window, I was thinking maybe my heart has turned cold and frozen along w/ the weather.

I haven't been feeling much lately...like...nothing really can get me attached. Everyday is work, sleep, work, sleep and some mindless partying on weekends. I think as a result of this, I wasn't even able </atom:summary><link>http://hyperdot.net/elmolulu/2007/12/have-i-lost-my-ability-to-feel.php</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (elmolulu)</author></item></channel></rss>